وحدي


وحدي ، أخاف وقع  تلك الكلمة البارد و المرعب علي النفس ، يجعلك تضيع معها كما يضيع الطلع وسط الريح، أقول مخادعاً نفسي أنا جبل بلا قلب لا تهزني الرياح لكني ما البث إلا أن أجد الماء يتفجر من بين اضلعي وأذوب .

قرأت عنها …قرأت عن الوحدة… قرأت كيف انتهي أمر من كان وحده…  مات غربة ! .هل أموت وحدي ؟ لما لا ؟ أبا ذر مات وحيداً فلا أموت أنا ؟

تحدثني نفسي أن اعتمد عليها،"كن أنيس ذاتك ولا تلجأ لبشر قط" ، أفيق من سكرتي هذه إلا وأنا منقسم عليها نفسي عادت تخادعني ، لا ادري إن كنت أدمنت الوحدة.

ثم وما الضير أن اكون وحدي ؟ أفلا يتمني العشاق أن يصيروا سوي روح واحدة نفس واحدة وقلب واحد ها أنا ذا ، أجالس نفسي، أؤنبه،ا اصا قِدقها ، اصدقها ،احبها ، اشتاق لها، افتن بها أغار عليها ، أتبسم فترد نفسي الابتسامة ، ابكيها فتكفكف دموعي، أموت أجد من يحز فيه فقداني.

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